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Having FUN!!

2011-04-12T22:19:00.003+08:00

"Fun, fun, fun, fun

Lookin’ forward to the weekend"

Rebecca Black - Friday

Yes everyone is talking about this song.. It's so auto-tune.. CRAZY!!

Continue with the story..

Despite with the pile of work that I need to do, weekends are my most enjoyable days of the week. I would either stay home and watch movie non-stop, catch up with assignments or presentation, or even go for a random hangout with my fren.

A few weeks ago (I know I am late), one of my Ipoh fren came to PJ to submit her industrial training report and she is graduating (Can you even believe it? She is graduating and I am stuck in uni, T.T). She came PJ from Thursday - Wednesday that week, came over to my house and stayed over. We even called Jaime to come over to join the FUN, she joined us on Friday, where we head up to DJ to get her and lepak in DJ for a bit.

We had planned our Saturday perfectly, We are going to Putrajaya for some shooting and site visiting, since Jaime wants to improve in her photography and wants to start her collection of photo book, we head to Putrajaya. We actually thought of getting out of bed early go for the pork noodles that is famous among us near uni and head to Pyramid first. Everything end ups "crashing", since we woke up at 11 plus.

So we end up going out at around 2 plus for Lunch, head to MUSA Lounge (Lounge was open that week, need to close lounge that day.. T-T ). We played few rounds of pool, after closing lounge, we head to Putrajaya. If you want to take pictures in Putrajaya, you need to be there late as in during late evening or night!! That's where the scenery starts to glow, the perfect place to be at night. We hang out and taking lots of pictures.

If you want to look at the pictures you can look at it in my Facebook, I was tagged by my friend though.

I will let you see one of the best shot of me and my fren. =)

This is me and Khai Yuet, this person graduated!

rawr!

Jaime and I,

The main Photographer of the day.

This is why I said going Putrajaya late evening or night is the best!

We leave Putrajaya at around 8, we weren't hungry because we bought McD to eat in the car while I was driving to Putrajaya, they are happily eating there.

Anyways that night, we had this crazy idea from my friend saying, "Since we are in Putrajaya, why not drop by KLIA?" So I go okay, we were cool about it and we drove of to KLIA.

There weren't much in KLIA though, since it's late and the sky is dark, you can't really take pictures of the plane departing, the windows will reflect on you, and you would actually look at yourself at the glass...

Like this,

So we eventually left early at about 10, after grabbing another McD burger, yea, we ate fast food again, because we had another random plan to go Malacca. Yea, like seriously, we just said, why not we go Malacca for Satay Celup? and we just drive to Malacca just like that.

Fun huh.. LOL In about one and a half hours, we are in Malacca. *Happy* My favorite town ever, since I had studied my Foundation Year in Multimedia University, Malacca. We went to Capital, as usual, FULL of PEOPLE during weekends and you need to wait for more than an hour when you are there late at night! So one of my friend said, let's go to another place. So, we went to a not so crowded satay celup place, Ban Lee Siang. I don't know about you guys, but I prefer Capitol to Ban Lee Siang, I would only eat in Ban Lee Siang if I got no choice. So we end up eating there and chatting away.

While, this person is busy sms-ing her "ahem"

and this girl tries to grab everything that she wants!

Next time, I would definitely go for Capitol, and munch on all the food that I can! Capitol is so much nicer and friendly-er, but all and all it's a substitute for Capitol of you can't manage to wait the line.. >.<

After Satay Celup, I told my friend that I will bring that to the Malacca Beach, at first we went to Pantai Klebang, which somehow I don't find it fun and nice going there. Yes, the wind there is strong and the beach is bigger, but... I just do not like it.

We change to another beach called Pantai Putri, which is much further. That is much more nicer and more peaceful. There's even platform for you to sit if you do not want to dirty your pants sitting on the sand, which was wet (from the rain).

So again, they camwhore. =)

Look at the background, that's why I said it is nicer than Pantai Klebang.

We end the night with this, and drive back to PJ.

Malacca... I will forever miss you. Wait for me, I will come back again during my mid-sem break

New semester

2011-03-06T23:18:00.002+08:00

Hi guys,

Sorry for not updating recently, was busy enjoying my last month of holiday with my sister and at the last week was busy preparing for the new semester.

My sister had gone back to Aus... =(
Will miss her a lot man.. She kept saying that she will send me the pictures that she took in Malaysia.. but till now I get nothing.. >.<

This is one of the few that I had with her. =)

Now 1st week of classes is over, crazy week I tell you! Busy like shit also. I am basically working in lounge as lounge manager, and also in ITS as student helper. YES! I NEED MONEY !!!

So many things had happen in week 1.
(1) Felt weird to saw someone I wouldn't thought that I would meet
(2) Felt weird meeting him?
(3) Working with someone fussy, and who thinks that she is all that *pffff*
(4) I am working alone as manager for week 1
(5) New boss was great
(6) That person who is very fussy is getting on my nerves and my boss's nerves.

Anyway, I have a new partner now. =) NEW LOUNGE MANGER !! Wouldn't be working alone anymore.!! BTW, lounge is opened on Saturday now.. >.<

CnS is on the 9th!! I am hunting for a assistant!!!! =p

Anyone who wants to be my assistant are welcome to apply... hahaha..

That's all for now. Bye people.!

Happy New Year Everyone!! ♥♥♥

2011-01-01T13:34:00.000+08:00

My first blog post on Year 2011.. =)

Happy New Year Greetings to you..!!

I went for supper yday at Murni, me and my fren ate like A LOT !! I don't think I had ever ate that much before?? but had fun..
The Fireworks in Sunway Lagoon is beautiful, I went and have a look after finish working, luckily we are on time to look at the fire works.. hehe...

Hm.. New year resolution ??
Only three things:
(1) Learn Korean
(2) Refresh my mind on Bass
(3) Enjoy my trip in Aus on June!!

That's all for now...
Been busy with working.. and classes too.. =)

2010-12-23T02:06:00.002+08:00

Leaving??

2010-12-17T13:04:00.001+08:00

My best friend might be leaving to another Uni to continue her studies. I really do miss her and hope she would not transfer, but I hope everything goes well for her. If she needs to leave and for a better reason, I am okay. Everything will still be alright.

You know I will always be here.. =D

Cheers ♥

2010-12-06T23:01:00.001+08:00

ME like this !!!

2010-12-03T22:10:00.006+08:00

From my sister's blog again..

Click here

Credits to her

Something about Super Junior

2010-12-03T21:59:00.005+08:00

It was from my sister's blog though.. Is not her who write it..
but What this girl wrote is very true...

Read more...

Credits to her

2010-12-03T21:25:00.002+08:00

My best friends and I always have..

2010-12-02T22:52:00.006+08:00

When I came to KL, to be exact is Subang and started my Degree in Monash, I personally felt that I had change to a different person. I remember when I am in Malacca, MMU, I am a cheerful and fresh person, never give a damn and just have fun, have a bunch of friends who loves me, had my LIFE!! I enjoyed.. as in REALLY MUCH!! I knew a guy there, turns out to be my best friend, we had a lot of things in common and he is my fren, the one that had been there for me during my Foundation Studies.

When I am in Monash, I am all alone.. Almost everyone is going to University with their friends, even though I go MMU alone also, but it's like a very different story.. In MMU, everything is like set, I met a wonderful roommate, we went out and stuff, then I join the Student Publication Board, had fun there.. Then I am with this bunch of my classmate that light up my life... Now I am here in Monash...

Monash, I came here unknowingly.. First I go to class and stuff.. Then I start working in lounge, had fun and stuff... I would love to stay in lounge for like forever...

When I am in my management class, I am with this girl, same group with her.. We always have group discussion in class, in each discussion she looks lost and she is always quiet. Even though I am always quiet, but not as quiet as her, no offence lar... So one day, after class I walk to her and talk to her, I still remember the conversation..

Me: Hei, you are C right?

She: Ya (she nods)

Me: Are you okay in class? You look lost..

She: I am okay... but I don't really know how to express the points during discussion..

Me: (Smile) If you don't understand or anything tell me okay? I will try to help

Okay, I know that my studies are not good to help people, but hei I offer okay.. Not like when I say I am not good some people will still ask me, and yes I don't like that. When I offer means I am confident and I will try my best to help.. When I say don't know, or I am not good, don't even think of asking me the second time.. Is not that I don't wanna help, is that I seriously don't know!

Okay, back to the story...

We knew each other like that.. and I don't remember how we became best friends and we get along well and she will always ask me to camwhore with her and everything... Last time I always camwhore, but now... not much... Don't ask me why.. I don't know also..

Sometime when we chat in MSN and she needs to leave, she either ask me to give her goodnight kiss or goodbye kiss... and nope, we are not lesbian, She has her bf, and I have my crush... We are best friend till now.. The thing is I never express my love here in Sunway, whenever she ask me to give her goodnight kiss, I will say, go sleep lar you... and bla bla bla... Nothing obscene please..

I never want to say I love you my friend or I am glad that you are there for me...

but I am sure that in all my life I have 3 best friend that I would love to spend my life with...

One in Ipoh,

One in Malacca,

and one in Puchong..

No matter what happen, I would love to be with them first thing in the morning... We never chat much, we never look for each other much... but we know we love each other....

“The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.”

~Unknown~"

Summer School !!

2010-11-29T14:32:00.001+08:00

Summer School FTW!! like seriously...

Tuesday, Thursday and Friday classes, I am a bit bored now a days. Though there's a lot need to be done, I always drag it. =( Was going to class, and come home and go to class and come home, and almost every week, my parents are here for the weekend or even weekdays for seminar,seminar and more seminar. I am getting a part time job soon, then busy days will get more busy soon..

but..... it is sien-ness to me now a days...

and it is raining again..... I wanna go swimmmmmmmmm.... =(

Finally back..

2010-11-17T21:52:00.003+08:00

I am officially back to Ipoh, even though it would be a very very short holiday for me.. >.< Summer school starts like next week. I wonders whether I should continue it and take consumer behaviour?? Hm.. Most of my frens are doing it though, might as well do it with them I guess?? Not sure... really... hm...

Anyway, I had been busy lately and I am very sorry for not updating and stuff. Just find me in msn if you really need me... =) I was out with my mom to seminar during the past weekend and went for my last paper on Monday, and I am sick (suddenly) till Tuesday... Endless feeling of vomiting, I am not pregnant... I think I had been eating too much with my mom.. @.@ She starts to eat a lot after her... you know.... hm... and she wants people to join her and my mom will just buy it and we must kinda share.. and I was eating in the Hotel with her during the Seminar.. and somehow my sister told me that it must be the hotel food that makes you ill..

I feel terrible on Monday, my last paper day like seriously. My paper was at 1:30pm and I would usually do my last reading and get everything in last min.. (LOL) but on that Monday, I slept till 11am wake up, wash a bit, force myself to eat a bit, and starts to read, after half an hour, I just can't stand the pain and I lay on the bed.. Wake up at 12:30pm to get ready I hope I did well in the paper.. at least a P will do.. More than enough for me though.. The paper is basically about application paper, there's like no correct or wrong answer I guess, if you have relevant ideas and key points then you get the marks. What our lecturer told us that, we do not need the exact key word to score. As long as the meaning is the same then you get your marks. Hope what she says is right. If not I will fail gau gau like seriously. Anyway, over is over.. Never likes talking about it or think about it or even cry over it.. (it makes me sick doing that) What my fren said is true though, he always rush out when paper is over, cause he never likes discussing papers.. I never like it too.. I seriously don't get it why people loves to discuss after the paper, is not like you can change anything.. You might even end up all emo there... hm...

Holiday starts now... and ends on Sunday.. I am going back Subang on Saturday, play Diablo for a bit.. then Sunday clean the house a bit.. then... BOOM back to uni to study... I am still too lazy to work or get a part time till now... Last time I always get a job the next day when I am back in Ipoh and start work immediately... but now I am too lazy liao.. LOL.. unless it is a uni work... hm... Tell me how lazy I am.. I had never been working in Subang or Sunway before though, I worked in Ipoh all the time, cause there's where my original house is.. LOL..

HAPPY HOLIDAY TO THOSE WHO ARE NOT TAKING SUMMER SCHOOL !! =D

Picture taken from a blog.. Credits to him

It's done...

2010-11-10T00:10:00.004+08:00

I've actually knew it all along... but I always keep it to myself, thinking that it is nothing.. Try to avoid the fact.. Using stories and stories and stories to cover up, covering the facts and covering what I do not want to believe..

Now it's clear... Facts shown, accepted, known and over it...

It's done now... It's done...

Just ~~go away~~

Thank you if you are offering help, but no thanks
I am good at my own
and I fucking mean it..

Crab Core

2010-11-09T00:23:00.003+08:00

Seriously Crab Core FTW !!
Watch this and you will understand..

Especially from 2.32 till the end of the song. I was like WTF everytime I watch it..

If you dont like Metal just skip that part.. and go into 2.32, it's better to start from 2.24 though.

but then, if you don't like the screaming and stuff.. but then 2.32 also do have screaming..

>.<

Aiks, just watch the whole video lar... hm...

and you will get what I mean..

But seriously, auto tune in metal? A sudden of techno? and the moves ??

SWT max...

Exams Exams Exams

2010-11-08T01:03:00.002+08:00

The new pen that I bring to my HRM's Finals... When I looked at it.. I can't believe that I wrote that much..

Project Management's black pen, it's not new, but some how new which I start using it 2 weeks before(which I did not use often) half way thru the exam, almost the end, habis ink. My answer paper is half black half blue.. >.<

Wish me luck on my Tuesday paper.. =D

~~Back to my books..~~

Cooking and Donghae

2010-11-04T15:46:00.003+08:00

Gonna blog a bit before going to study..

I personally LOVES cooking, I cooked mostly for my family, not to mention, I also cooked for Shin Tyng A LOT... She is like one of my bestest friend in Monash...

I especially thinks that my 3rd sister is the most HENG BOK person in the family, she has her eldest sister and youngest sister to cook for her, and yday she has her youngest sister to fold her clothes for her...

Anyway, I remembered that day I cook Cheese baked rice for her, which I do not think that it is delicious as the rice is too soft for me, yea, I DO NOT like soft soft rice.. but then she said it is okay... and it taste good.. LOL !!

She post something on her twitter though...

You can click it and read it though...

I liked Donghae in Super Junior, as in even his very baby personality.. and the twit says it all.. LOL

If someday I get to marry Donghae, then it would be my turn to be HENG BOK !!

If you don't really know Donghae, you might wanna watch this video..

and.. This is the song that he sang for his Father...

Side Note:
I don't really like people cooking for me

Unless I do really know you..

a Little break from exam..

2010-11-02T23:26:00.002+08:00

I came home eat my dinner, watch series, took bath and watch more series and online more. So I guess I am here blogging now.. =D

2 down and 2 more to go.. yew.. Next paper is Business Data Modelling.. T-T I really need to score a P for this like seriously and at least pass this subject for real...

Okay... My finals start on the:

29th Oct with Project Management...

Seriously this paper is like the best paper that I had ever done in my whole Monash life.

2th Nov with HRM (which is today)

Done it okay.... Hope all the craps I wrote could score me at least a P

9th Nov with Business Data Modelling

See.. I have quite a number of days for me to at least chong... but I need a good night sleep and rest today..

15th Nov with Retail Management Principle My last paper !!

Never know how will I be doing for this paper...

On the 16th I will be driving home back to Ipoh, the time that I had been waiting for, why so anxious? Cause for this time, I GET TO MEET MY FRIENDS!!! For the last couple of times, me going back Ipoh, I am all alone.. =( Sad to hear that but all my frens are like in their university for finals or some other stuff.. The thing is I always go back on weekdays like Monday, den come back KL on Friday.. If it were a weekend, then my luck would be better to meet my friends..

I am going back on Tuesday night, was suppose to go back during the afternoon, but then mom is having seminar that time, so gotta wait for her then only go home.. =D

Okay, the point is, I am going back on Tuesday and coming back KL on Saturday and I still get to meet my friends!! I am so going out like almost everytime, but I got no car in Ipoh, my car will be in the"hospital" or something... T-T

I am coming back early cause I am taking Summer school... gar... Yea, taking some Malaysian Studies subject.. I am still thinking whether to take Consumer Behaviour or not... My major is still bugging me... Is either Marketing or Business Law... I really do not know which to take... T-T

and Actually, now... as in NOW !!! I should be going out with KKY !! or going out with friend... but she went for industrial training... I miss Murni and pool and movies.. and JUST GOING OUT FOR NOTHING!!!

Cbox is back..

2010-10-28T04:03:00.000+08:00

You guys realise that I had deleted my cbox last time, due to something that I can't remember..

I am opening a new one.. =)
One of my fren cbox-ed me in my old blog and I didn't realise it since Sept till now.. Lol..

So I guess opening one in my new blog would be better??
=D

Feel free to drop something.. =)

Exams and others

2010-10-27T21:25:00.005+08:00

I am going to have my first paper on Friday, 29th Oct, then 2nd paper on the 2nd of Nov, 3rd paper on the 9th, then last paper on the 15th..

I got no feelings at all, as in like seriously... I had only been to Uni on Monday to study, den on Tuesday I went to Starbucks to study, today, Wednesday, I stayed home watching drama till around 7, and I was been on9ing since then.. @.@

Now, crawling over with sleepy-ness and emo-ness. Emo-ness not because of some finals and stuff, I am never stress or emo during finals, right? I don't think I has ever felt like that before though..

You know what, I still remember how I studied last sem in Uni, that was the best moments in my life I tell you. That was the most memorable and fun+happy moment... =)

Here's a song that I would like to intro it to everyone of you who are reading..

Breaking Benjamin - Give me a Sign

2010-10-27T19:50:00.004+08:00

Sometimes, I have an anxious feeling telling me to tell you how I feel

I still wonder whether that is a good choice to do.

I still do not know whether you are now out of it or not

Is better for you to stop fooling around...

Studio Studio studio studio~~~~~

2010-10-27T02:41:00.001+08:00

I so so so want a studio at my future home, with bass guitar, guitar, proper mic and some computer system for recording and stuff.. drums would be optional.. =)
Bass would be for me, guitar would be for my future husband.. >.< I hope that he knows musics and plays the guitar.. =D
He can play the guitar and I can sing... I love singing also you know..

My sister and I were planning to convert the living room into a so-call-studio, my mom is so going to kill us. We have bass guitar at home, drums (not the proper one), now, we need electric guitar, we have a acoustic guitar though... anyway, I am not really a fan of guitar though, don't like the strumming, that's why not a fan. My sister is going to learn guitar, and then now we are a band together... >.<

Yet, I still remember, we were going to form a "yellowcard" band last time, with my 3rd sis playing on the Violin.. =D

Long time ago rants...

2010-10-26T00:33:00.003+08:00

You should know who you are, if you were to claim that you are a busy schedule person who is a very important person. You should be reading your mailbox for updates and important updates.

Sometimes I find it weird, you had the time to Facebook and twitter almost everyday, can't you take 10 mins to read your mailbox and reply it immediately. I do not really claim myself as-the-busy-person, I read my mailbox each and everyday, and reply it if I need too.

We were in silents whenever you say a thing about it, not because we think that you are right, because we take you as a friend, hoping that we could solve it in private instead of letting the whole world know. End up, you telling us and scolding us with irrelevant reason in front of the whole world.

Do you even believe it, if we tell you that we keep this quite and we never tell anyone. I bet that you wouldn't because you told everyone and tell everyone how good you are and how bad we were. Don't you think you sound like a joke? Having all that and only that, trying to squeeze us like some juicer.

You are such a bitch, treating others like your servant. Thinking that you are the princess and we need to serve you, I am your friend I never tell anyone that, only that I avoid your servant-ing. Hoping there wouldn't be any conflict between us regarding your servant-ing.

But seriously, what you did is so nonprofessional and ridiculous

I will still show the kind side of me. I will still try to explain to you and talk to you properly. If you somehow go over my head, and it reaches my limits, you will know what you will get from me.

Be prepared, if you know you will do that.

I am not someone you wanna mess with.

Roll'in corner = Converse Shoe

2010-10-24T23:13:00.001+08:00

Hi guys, Roll'in Corner is a online shoe shop where you can shop for your converse shoe..

It is something that my friend is selling, I am helping him to promote and stuff.

You can check your size with the below picture.

The first column is the size number that you are looking for. =)

You guys should check the shoes out, the shoes are perfectly design and original from converse too

They have plain once..

Leathers..

Designed with patterns

Printed words

I myself do not really like too much patterns or drawings on anything I wear.

There are more designs in Roll'in corner, Do check it out !!! =D

Roll'in corner

Guys and Girls

2010-10-12T00:44:00.000+08:00

A guy who helps doesn't mean that he is a real gentlemen, he is just being kind to you
A guy who do no help, doesn't mean that he is not a gentlemen, he just know that you are strong enough to cope.

Girls should stop asking guys to carry stuff if they are able to do so, God gave you everything to do what you need which includes carry your own stuff.
Girls should be independent and stop asking help from guys, guys has their work to do, not to only serve girls. So, stop being a "xiu jie", it pisses people off sometime...
Carry your own stuff if you are able too, ask for help if you NEED too..

I may be a girl who is afraid of the dark, but I know I am not a "xiu jie"

Stomachache

2010-10-07T18:18:00.001+08:00

*Rolling on the floor hugging my doggie...

I had a terrible stomachache since last night, before I went to bed I ate 2 tablets of laxative so that I could get everything in my body that is unwanted out.

I didn't sleep well, was waking up every hour to go to the toilet. Waking up because it is aching.

Until now, at least I feel a bit better than last night..
@.@
and for the whole day I stayed at home and did not and haven't start my assignment...

T-T I need to start it now...

2010-09-29T02:49:00.002+08:00

I still remember at this time in Malacca, feeling like this, I would go out and walk around
or
I will just climb up the stairs and sit at the highest level looking down
(not that I wanna kill myself, > < it's my interest to look at the lights from high above)
or to call my friend to fetch me to the beach.

In Sunway, if I am still in Uni,
I would walk out, and walk around uni
or
I would just hide myself in Lounge
if I happens to be at home, I will call my friend out and we hang out.
(but my fren is no longer in PJ anymore, she went for training)
So I end up locking myself up

In Ipoh,
I can do nothing,
but to only stay in my room hiding and locking myself up.

I just need to get some fresh air

My drugs...

2010-09-28T05:23:00.003+08:00

Saw this cute little thing?? I named it doggie. It is my first drug, something like I like having him around. Most of the time when I said that he is always there accompanying me, yea is him.

and erm, I am still Single, so it's him..

Yea, Coffee.. Coffee is kinda like my 2nd drug.. =)

Even though I know it will not make me awake, but then I just love drinking it at night when I am doing my work. I hang out in cafes just to try their coffee. and when it comes to any type of Ice Coffee, I am very typical. =)

~~What else...??? Can't think of any.. ><~~

2010-09-28T03:38:00.000+08:00

I turn so small

when I am in front of him..

Feelings that can't be told ?

2010-09-28T02:58:00.001+08:00

I had a feeling,
a strange feeling...

I wonder what is it
What will happen
What will it lead to

I know that I am covering, and I am doubting..

Anyone care to tell me what it is?

2010-09-27T02:15:00.006+08:00

I like you

Back Ipoh

2010-09-26T02:31:00.002+08:00

I am now back in Ipoh

Gonna grow fat with all the foods here..

Friends are coming on Wednesday and Thursday for Ipoh tour...

but I seriously do not know where to bring them..

I only know where to go makan.. hahaha..

*Don't feel like sleeping at all.. !!!

Tagged by KKY in Facebook

2010-09-23T03:04:00.002+08:00

I was actually tagged by KKY, and somehow feel like doing it cause I am very sienz..... > <

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you're supposed to write a note with 100 truths about you.

At the end, choose 20 people to be tagged.

You have to tag the person who tagged you.

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage: H2o

2. Last phone call: Mom

3. Last text message: Ben Wong

4. Song stuck in your head: Ellegarden - Don't Trust Anyone but Us

5. Last time you cried: Can't remember

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice: nope

7. Been cheated on: ya.

8. Kissed someone and regretted it: Yes, and VERY

9. Lost someone special: yes

10. Been depressed: Duh..

11. Been drunk and threw up: Nope =D

LIST TWO FAVORITE COLOURS:

12. black

13. white

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)

14. Made a new friend: yups...

15. Fallen in love: Yes.

16. Laughed until you cried: Don't think so

17. Met someone who changed you: yea... kinda...

18. Found out who your true friends were: maybe found out more?

19. Found out someone was talking about you: Don't know

20. Kissed anyone on your friend's list accidentally: Not really

21. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: erm, like all of them ??

22. How many kids do you want to have: 2

23. Do you have any pets: Nope

24. Do you wanna change your name: Do I need to ??

25. What did you do for your last birthday: Went Cameron with family and especially YKC

26. What time did you wake up today: 9:50am

27. What were you doing at midnight last night: Onlining

28. Name something you CANNOT wait for: Graduating

29. Last time you saw your Mother: When she came to KL for Seminar

30. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Can't think of anything =) Still love being emo. =P

32. What are you listening to right now: The VLA - happiness everyday

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Don't think so gua

34. What's getting on your nerves right now: Nothing much ?

35. Most visited webpage: www.facebook.com and www.twitter.com

36. What's your real name: Lau Ji Teeng

37. What's your nickname: PurpleTeeng

38. Relationship Status: Single

39. Zodiac sign: Sagittarius

40. Male or female: Female lar duh !!

42. Middle school: Ave Maria Convent, Ipoh

43. High school/college: Monash U

44. Hair colour: Brown Black

45. Long or short: Long

46. Height: 159cm =P

47. Do you have a crush on someone: Yes..

48: What do you like about yourself: Love being myself..

49. Piercings: Ears.

50. Tattoos: Not yet, hoping to get one soon with sista. =D

FIRSTS:

52. First surgery: No?

53. First piercing: Primary School?

54. First best friend: Primary School and she had a crush on me... LONG STORY

55. First sport you joined in: Swimming

56. First vacation: 2 years old to Singapore

58. First pair of trainers: During Primary?

59. Eating: No

60. Drinking: Water

61. I'm about to: go watch series in pps, but connection is like crawling... Must be da jie and sandy.

62. Listening to: When I Am Through With You - The VLA

63. Waiting for: my fren to reply my msn message =)

YOUR FUTURE :

64. Want kids: yea, 1-boy, 1-girl

65. Get Married: If I want kids of cause need to get married lar..

66. Career: Working in my own lounge.

WHICH IS BETTER:

67. Lips or eyes: Eyes

68. Hugs or kisses: Can I choose both?

69. Shorter or taller: Taller

70. Older or Younger: For?

71. Romantic or spontaneous: Both.

72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Both.

73. Sensitive or loud: loud can be irritating sometimes..

74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship lar...

75. Trouble maker or hesitant: Trouble maker.. =P

HAVE YOU EVER :

76. Kissed a stranger: Not really?

77. Drank hard liquor: yeaps..

78. Lost your glasses/ contact: Nope

79. Sex on first date: Never...

80. Broken someone's heart: Don't think so..

81. flirted with a hot girl: hm....

82. Been arrested: Nope

83. Turned someone down: Yeap..

84. Cried when someone died: Yeap

85. Fallen for a friend: Ya... T-T

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself: Kinda, if not I believe in who?

87. Miracles: Sometimes

88. Love at first sight: Depends

89. Heaven: Kinda

90. Santa Claus: Not Really

91. Kiss on the first date: yea..

92. Angels: Maybe?

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: Nope, never happened, never will.

95. Did you sing today: Yea..

96. Ever cheated on somebody: on what aspect ??

97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go: don't know lar...

98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be: ah.. Maybe on the majors that I am taking.

99. Are you afraid of falling in love: Not really.

100. (No Question): Wth.. sighz..

*Do it if you want too..

Going back Ipoh Soon

2010-09-22T23:59:00.000+08:00

I had actually make up my mind of not going back to Ipoh during the mid sem break,

because of not wanting to go back to a empty house.

but then, because of my laptop siao-ing, don't know whether it kena virus or what. I need to format it. I kena balik Ipoh. So I though of going back for like 2 -3 days then I need to come back to do my assignment and stuff.

Then, my friends planned to hang out in Ipoh on Wednesday and Thursday, so end up I will be staying in Ipoh till Thursday. =D guess I go visit my grandma and see what's she is up to and help my parent a bit.. =)

haha, it always happen....

The guy..

2010-09-21T02:31:00.008+08:00

This topic starts when my very best friend from Ipoh was chatting with me. Somehow, she sent me a song. That song is nice.

Later then, she tells me that, that guy looks like your ex.

It started like that

C: Hei, listen to this song...... *insert link*

Me: Oh okay.

C: That guy looks like your ex

Me: Huh? Ex? D ah?

C: Yea, got a bit looks like him

Me: /clicking on the song and listen to it and looking at the guy. Eh, got a bit hor, but he mana ada so handsome. =P (No Offence if you are reading)

Yea, the side way of this guy really looks exactly like my ex.

Front view is like hm... a bit only lar...

and this guy from the video was actually, Joseph Vincent. and yea, He is more leng chai than my ex okay!! I keep replaying that song and then start to check him out.

and

I realize his piercing....

I refresh my memories, on both of the ex that I had. I was like WOW, both put ada piercing.

Plus, I think guys with piercing are damn yeng and leng chai, okay some of them

but please.... NO long dangling thing, it's for girls.....

Every time I saw a guy with piercing, yea it do attracts me...

and ya, he has a piercing too..

Monash Annual Ball 2010- la Poussière de Diamants

2010-09-19T02:12:00.004+08:00

Talking about the topic. I particular do not know how to write.

Reach One World at 5 plus, yea and when I was driving to get my frens, I am damn pissed with this aunty coming out from don't-know-where, and I bang into the side of the wall. Like seriously, did you see me coming ??

and Now, I have to pay for the damage.. gar !!

Ah, it's just a bad weekend for me.

Anyway, I was ushering in the Ball and helping out this and that.

Ushers don't get to eat during the ball but then I get to eat their Caesar Salad, hehe.. and it is delicious!!

That's the only meal I get. =D

Whatever it is, overall is cool and fun. =D

Call me a workaholic for working during the Monash Annual Ball.

Before I end, the random after-party in my apartment is just way TOO FUN !!

Kyuhyun - 7 Years of love

2010-09-15T19:50:00.005+08:00

Kyuhyun - 7 Years of love

English Translation

We met for seven years
No one knew we would say goodbye this easily
However we still separated
With the memories we built for a long time, now gone
How did we at such a young age
Meet each other, I don’t even remember how
Difficult for us to handle the maps of our changing selves
They said saying goodbyes are painful
But I didn’t even have time to feel that
I just thought this is the way staying composed
But I cried
Time passed it gave me a simple yearning
Different from what my mind was seeing
At first friends then next as lovers
We said we’d stay as friends even if we separated
During those 3 years spent alone
We contacted each other sometimes
Even if I met someone else again
Even I loved again
Whenever I was sad I would call you without a word just tears falling
You have to meet a good person
I thought in my heart without any words
I asked if you still liked me without any thought hoping you say it back
I know
We had the most pure love
Back then we thought that kind of love couldn’t be done again so we saved it in our memories
Often I feel a cold feeling from you
But now I know you can not ask anything
“I’m getting married” is what you said to me
After that for a long time I was speechless
Then I cried they were your last words to me
For the only words I wanted to hear was that you loved me

~Lyrics Credit: jpopasia.com

There's nothing much to say, just listen to the song.
~~It actually makes me cry~~

2010-09-15T00:04:00.002+08:00

I am wondering whether I am unemotional ???

I had been doing the Facebook quiz, most of the results told me that I am unemotional and I am lack of emotion???

Seriously, what is that??

As in like, I don't show my feelings ???

@.@

Not bringing Ipod out

2010-09-14T21:46:00.000+08:00

I usually bring my Ipod with me and play it using a modulator in my car while I was driving.

So I went back to Uni to close up the lounge, when I finish everything I get into the car and hoping that they will not play anymore techno's or any Justin Bieber. *No offence

I change the frequency to Fly fm, and they are talking and talking about some game and movie tickets to win, and some one dedicated a song.

It's Metallica's Nothing Else Matters!!

I was like WOHOO !! in the car and increase the volume, you know the point of carrying Ipod with me cause sometimes Radio's song doesn't suit me. You know there is like once, they repeat Justin Bieber's song for like don't know how many times. That's why I plug my Ipod in and listen to my songs. =D

You know, it's been ages that you ever hear any Metallica song in Radio. or even green day's.

After Metallica is Green Day's song.

That's like the best moment of listening to the radio. haha..

Yea, going crazy about it. =D

2010-09-12T21:42:00.004+08:00

My friend just said that

I am an independent type who is really emo but doesn't show it.

@.@

Nights~~~~

2010-09-12T20:04:00.005+08:00

I miss the time where you ask me to go to beach with you middle of the night, where we never talk but to look at the beach with a bottle of beer on hand

This time I want to go to the beach with you and say nothing, but a beer on hand

I miss you badly... Could use you by my side right now.. I am having a very tough time....

Musa Election

2010-09-12T18:21:00.007+08:00

Musa election starts tomorrow~~~~

Musa actually stands for Monash University Student Association

Everyone happy ?? Don't ask me why am I asking if everyone is Happy. Ask my so-going-to-explode-brain. I had been very busy lately.. @.@ Working my arse off..

Everyone who is involve in the campaign would be busy like shit. @.@ all politics comes and go around uni..

I was somehow actually involve before, being offered to be the Secretary in a Party and offered to be a Welfare Officer in another party.

but then~~~

I rejected both.. =D

yea, feel like sticking back to my Lounge Manager, Lounge is like my home.. I get constitution saying that Musa people tak boleh be Lounge Manager as in don't know what what what issue.. O.O

So I want to continue my work as the lounge manager. Lounge is like my baby..

Even though these days lounge is not like lounge @.@, which I do not know why.

Okay, to answer why lounge is like my baby, because....

(1) I am with lounge when I first come to Monash

(2) I always hide myself and emo there

(3) When is late at night, you saw lights way inside the lounge-That would be me hiding inside

(4) When I wanna escape from the world, I am in lounge

(5) When it is after 9pm, the lounge is mine

To sum it up, it's actually my hiding place..

Now, imagine I am not the Lounge Manager anymore, no keys to be in Lounge.

(1) Life would be miserable

(2) Missing my place to emo

(3) It would not be fun

(4) Do not have a reason to be there anymore

Okay, enough talking about me and Lounge and the offers that I get. I was checking out who would most probably be my next boss, as Lounge Manager need to deal with the Welfare Officer.

and guess what... Is one of ~~them~~.. @.@

Should I be happy or should I not ???

I think it's neutral.. So WHATEVER NOW !!

Hate the way you make me feel

2010-09-11T18:22:00.007+08:00

Looking at you, let me realize that I still like you.

Looking at you, hoping that I could help you

Looking at you, hoping that I could be part of your life

Looking at you, hoping to hug you

Looking at you, hoping that you are here with me now

Looking at you, hoping that you will tell me everything

Looking at you, hoping that the pass will go away

Looking at you, hoping that everything will turn out fine

Looking at you, hoping that what I do doesn't matter

Looking at you, hoping that you will love me too

I can't do anything but to only look at you

Everything remains in the past

2010-09-10T19:44:00.008+08:00

You called..

I still remember how I loved you last time.

Denying everything that you had done which hurts me..

Ends up everything just end in a glimpse of eye

What you did had actually made me stronger in life,

but a broken heart is still broken....

2010-09-10T18:37:00.004+08:00

For what it's worth,

I physically move on fast,

There's no reason for me to stay..

What I always tell myself.. Why do you even want to care... Fuck it.

Everyone has their scars

2010-09-10T02:24:00.008+08:00

Scars... What kind of scars will we be talking about? As far as I am concern, my heart is already painless. I always tell myself, GET UP and move on; it's not easy, it never will be easy. Why are we still here? We still live on no matter what happen, we need time to heal.

Almost every night sleeping on the bed, tears starts to fall. Start wondering, how could wonderful things be crashed just like that. We never know what will happen,

I don't even know what will happen if I die tomorrow

What are we going to do? Nothing that we can do, we can only accept the fact that things happen, just face it bravely.

I did a lot of "stupid" things, all those that you can think off. Leaving me scars and heartache, for what it's worth I will never regret anything about it. No matter how pain it is, life still goes on.

It's time for us to move on..

_____________________________________

I need a beer and chill at the beach.

2010-09-09T02:21:00.000+08:00

You cannot make yourself feel something that you do not feel,

but you can make yourselve do right, inspired of your feelings.

~Desperate Housewives~

2010-09-08T03:23:00.003+08:00

You know what..

I like you....

...I am just afraid to say...

2010-09-07T19:12:00.001+08:00

Yeah...~~

I deleted my Cbox....

Work work work ahead

2010-09-06T02:15:00.006+08:00

What am I doing staying up late ??

When i need to wake up at 7 ??

I finish the list of item, and finish helping up ben with the time table thing

and tomorrow is the first day for Merdeka Fiesta..

I played a bit of PVZ just now.. @.@

To be honest, I am actually not even in charge of the event, I am only there when they have the meeting, help out to sort out the time table (Listing out the names that are free on each hours)

Ah.. One thing about me is I do not like people who accuse me..

or could I say I HATE IT ??!!

If you know me well, you would had realise that...

Accusing of something which is wrong, yea.. I don't like it.

Don't ask me why, I just don't like it..

Especially when people accusing me of something that I did not do, or slap me on the face for no reason..

Come on, use your head and think..
If you are not there, then do not accuse..

Pissed by this kind of people..

but seriously, for what? I always tell myself that.. and after a period of time (which is less than an hour) I forget about it. =)

I got to sleep now.. as in SERIOUSLY !!

Guess he is busy, he did not reply my message.. =)

2010-09-03T01:01:00.003+08:00

Is time to put you into the past

Should I or should I not?

or Should I wait for you to ask again ?

Going out at night

2010-09-03T00:53:00.004+08:00

Before I go to bed, would like to update a few things on my blog. =)

The truth is, even though I like going out at night. I actually prefer chilling out and talking more than anything else. Drinking could include in the chilling part. I do not mind all of that, that is actually what I love to do.

During my Foundation year in Malacca, I am out almost everyday.

I know a lot of you would be saying what can I do there?

I could just get a call from a friend, telling me, "Let's go chill" I would just say okay, pick me up in half an hour. I changed and I am out.

What do we do? We chill and chat.. Yes, we might be boring to some people, but isn't it like better?

It's better to me..

Come on, going out at night doesn't mean going out to party, go to bar, club or whatever.

The thing I love to do most in Malacca is to grab some beer from 7-eleven and drive to the beach sit there drinking beer and talk..

I really miss doing that..

2010-08-29T22:06:00.002+08:00

Emptiness

filled the room

2010-08-23T23:21:00.001+08:00

I am going to tell the truth today...

Hopefully..

2010-08-23T00:30:00.002+08:00

I seriously miss that night..

Will there ever be a night which is normal

and

I could get out of the sien-ness of life..

Back to normal ?? Nothing is forever

2010-08-23T00:06:00.004+08:00

Yday was the day that I felt everything is back to normal. I seriously do not know why, but I just had that kind of feeling.

*I wouldn't look like I will miss yday, but actually I just love a moment like that.

Just chilling and talking to the people that you want to talk to.

but that night only last for a day, everything will be backed to normal now.

You know ?

I found out that ever since I had change to Monash Uni, I kinda did change, as in like my personality. I find myself a bit cold blooded to certain things. Sometimes got no reaction in certain problems or particular things which could make someone crazy.

Then, I have the "I don't care" concept in my mind. Not caring about anything, and do not give a shit. I know last time I do not give a shit too, but it's even worst here.

As usual, I love going out at night. but KL, Sunway or Damansara.. There is like no place to go. Maybe I do not know where, plus night kaki is leaving KL.. So now definitely, there will be no kaki going out with me at night.

One last thing, I EMO more here than I am last time.

Test coming soon...

2010-08-17T23:35:00.002+08:00

There is test tomorrow... @.@

GG..

havent study...

Need to study now.. =)

2010-08-17T01:11:00.003+08:00

I know how much you miss her

and

I know you are thinking of her.....

University Scholars Leadership Symposium

2010-08-16T11:58:00.000+08:00

A record number of 314 delegates from more than 100 Leading Universities of the World in 29 countries attended the Symposium.

Organized by Humanitarian Affairs UK and Malacca state government.

This is the conference that I had been for a week and away from university.

The amount of money that I had to pay for it is worth it. I enjoyed myself, learned and realize a lot of things in the world.

During our first conference.

My area of learning

Food that we eat.

My group.. Group 2 =D

In process of working for the show buzz

A picture before the conference.

Dinner together with my group

Enjoying ourselves while walking to the mall

4 of us and Po..

was playing football with the Indian boys, and after that, I fly this kite =)

During our Heritage Hunt

Farewell party on the beach

Sarang writings

At last the grad pic and the cert... =)

I did not regard nor did I expect much from the symposium. It's been fun having a week with all the delegates. The most important thing is the connection that we get from this symposium, and knowing and learning what we should realize.

Loves

2010-08-15T23:22:00.001+08:00

Suddenly, I think no one should read my blog..

When they read it, they would somehow know most of me...

or maybe not deeply... but surface...

but.... only about some issue..

박새별 - 하루 일년 그리고

2010-08-13T00:57:00.002+08:00

Hi Guys,

Sorry for not blogging for so long. I was away for a long week of conference and now I am busy catching up with everything.

I will share a song with you guys here, as a apologize gift to you guys. =)

박새별 - 하루 일년 그리고

Lyrics

오늘도 늘 그랬듯이
친구들 속에서 넌 환히 웃고 있어
모두들 취해 갈때면
그제야 조심스레 인사를 건네네

아는지 혹시 날 바라볼까
언제나 이 자릴 지키는 것

눈부신 햇살처럼 따스하게 내리는 널
언제까지 간직하고 싶어
그저 흘러가는 저 하얀 구름들처럼 난
조용히 널 바라볼께

가끔은 뜻모를 나의 말들
어쩌면 알아주길 바랬어

눈부신 햇살처럼 따스하게 내리는 널
언제까지 간직하고 싶어
그저 흘러가는 저 하얀 구름처럼 난
조용히 널 바라볼께

쌓여가는 혼자만의 추억들
널 그리며 견딘 하루하루
몇 번씩 기적을 바라며
서성대던 너의 동네 언덕

가까이 느껴지는 강렬한 불빛보다
더 찬란한 너를 만질 수 있어
그저 흘러가는 저 푸르른 바람처럼
난 언제나 널 기다릴께
그렇게 널 기다릴께

Translated page lyrics:

As usual today

You're smiling brightly in Friends

Everybody used to go take

KJV carefully geonnene greetings

Hope you let me know if you know

Always to keep the job,

I like the warm rays falling

When I want to keep up

I'm just flows like a white cloud

Hope you'll be quiet

Sometimes I do not know that my words mean

Maybe wanted you to know

I like the warm rays falling

When I want to keep up

I'm just flows like a white cloud

Hope you'll be quiet

Mounting alone with his memories

I draw every day lasting

Several times hoping for a miracle

Your town lingered all those hills

I feel closer than the intense light

You can touch more colorful

Green that just flows like the wind

I'll wait for you always

I'll wait for you

~~Credits to Cyworld~~

BUSY BUSY BUSY..

2010-07-29T23:37:00.002+08:00

Hei people... Sorry was bit busy these days..

Plus, lounge is closing at 9pm now.. and I was force to stay back till 9pm..

Gar.. Not enough time to go home.. T_____T

Busy with Malacca Trip, school, CnS week and bla bla bla...

Sorry didn't have the time to blog... argh... =)

Hope to get back to you guys soon..

Oh ya, I would not be here for a week.. =)

Talk to you guys when i am back..

2010-07-24T20:54:00.004+08:00

I find myself good at hiding my feelings thru out the week..

I should have just continue doing it..

instead of getting people to involve..

Tell anyone you want about how am I feeling now,

Find people to get me..

Find people to look for me..

No one can still can change or do anything about it..

Not even him..

Staying in Uni..

2010-07-22T19:27:00.002+08:00

Yar... was here in the morning till now.. =)
I can actually go home, but I choose to stay in and do my work for a bit...

The pool tables cloths had change.. =)
Gym room smells like very NEW !!

LOL...

Something weird about me is that,
I play pool in Uni, I sucks..
I play pool outside, I am okay.. Lol..

Anyway, going to stay here till like 9 den I will leave.. =)
Is nice staying here actually, better than having to only stay at home.. LOL
The feeling of "Don't wanna go home"
Sighz...

Busy Week ~~~

2010-07-21T23:43:00.004+08:00

It's been a very busy week..

Having to go uni earliest around 7, latest around 9...

Go there and busy with works, class, meetings, planning, managing and stuff...

Till reach home around 9 something at night...

Been like that ever since Uni opens..

Tomorrow is like no class day.. but 10am, there's a meeting to attend.. then have to plan all the Malacca works and stuff...

Friday have to go uni like 9 something also.. sighz.. hope that I would get home early tomorro.. =D

Very sleepy now...

BUSY BUSY BUSY WEEK !!

R.I.P

2010-07-20T23:59:00.001+08:00

I can't believe that the lecturer that missed the class passed away...

I heard that he is a very good lecturer and one of the best one's

but I seriously do not know him..

Maybe the Arts student knows him...

I do not know anything, and even a bit of it or even the lecturer..

From what I heard, I suddenly felt bad to lost a good lecturer

Even though I did not take his class before, but no one talk bad about him,

I bet that he is a good lecturer...

May you rest in peace Sir.

Hope your family will be doing fine.

2010-07-20T12:02:00.003+08:00

Wat the Fark wey !!

Wat the fark!!!!

I really cant believe it !!!

First day of class - Year 2, Sem 1

2010-07-19T22:09:00.003+08:00

Reach school at 8am..

and now I am back home at 9pm+ ...

Hours of non-stop work and services.. =D

The best part is the first lecture is like..............

The REAL lecturer is not there, replace by someone else after half an hour waiting..

and he is like talking and talking and talking... and I don't know what and i am kinda dosing off.. =P

Yar, I do have a class clash with another class... sigh...

Was still thinking whether to change or not to change...

LOL...

but might not be changing d...

Cause don't wanna care... It is just elective right?? As long as i pass.. =D

anyway, was in lounge working all day.. and we are suppose to close at 6pm today..

but there were too many students there, so Henry just asked us to wait till students leave then we only close.. =)

Oh ya, I took my Bonamana album d.. =)

I get Heechul and Eunhyuk photo card.. =)

LG Lollipop

2010-07-17T15:13:00.006+08:00

I am gonna test my phone's camera... damn shitty clear wey..

Okay.. Is not exactly my phone, I haven't get mine yet, it is my sis's..

My phone will be exactly like her's, only that mine is Black, her's is blue.. =D

Okay..

I took a picture of things i need to do by this week.

I know it's a bit messy... Was in a rush to write everything in..

My right side view, when i am doing my work..

Sorry bit messy here.. =)

Clear right.. =D

Results are out !!

2010-07-16T21:25:00.004+08:00

As EXPECTED with shitty results...

My whole 3 years of studies are now drag to 4 years studies....

It was from 3 and a 1/2 years.... and now 4 years... Damn shitty...

If one of the sub is prerequisites for a list of subs, they should have offered it in sem1/2

or even offer it in Summer School...

That sub drag me into 4 years of studies with one semester holiday... Swt to the max.... Hm....

Fine, the years of studies does not really bothers me...

but then... Whatever lar...

Who asked me to fail my subs in the sems...

Right.. Whatever.... It doesn't bothers me as well..

I am a person who do not care and do not want to care and do not give a damn..

Yea, go ahead and said that I had change now...

Cause to me, it is still WHATEVER !!

2010-07-14T12:33:00.001+08:00

Starting to have a week full of work and things to prepare...

Here I go, got to start all my work !!!

Anyone, wanna do it with me ???

Mango Yogurt

2010-07-13T20:32:00.003+08:00

I make mango yogurt just now...

Delicious and all natural !!! =)

The thing is I do not have a camera... ='(

My camera phone was lost a year ago...

At the same month, my digi cam was lost in the office...

my dad misplace it...

and till now, I am still using my mom's phone....

Wait till I get my new phone... and this blog will be full of pictures..!!!

I hope.. =)

2010-07-12T22:44:00.001+08:00

Maybe I feel that something new is going to starts...

I am hyper and happy...

2010-07-12T22:41:00.001+08:00

Nothing much today..

Back to KL 2nd day.. =D

Cleaned the house...

Writing proposal and get ready for tomorrow's meeting..

Was bit hyper just now...

sleeping early today.. =)

Back in KL

2010-07-11T01:14:00.003+08:00

Hei people !!!

I am back in KL.. =D

The next thing we do after getting here is to go KL for shopping...

Bought new shoe... A present from my dai ka che... =)

I wanted this for sometime d... but didn't get it..

and now... I have it... mua's sister buy for me... hehe..

I can save the money for other stuff.. =)

Then, bought a top too.. =)

Wanna get shorts also.. but sadly.. No size... =(

Hard to buy short pants for me...

The purpose of going to KL is to get shorts.....

but no shorts, but with a pair of shoes and top.. =D

--------------------------------------------

Suddenly felt weird, my mom lets us splurge when we were together on Friday for shopping.

but I buy what I need, which is a new Swimming Suit

Then, the next day, ordered a new phone...

Since my old phone is swimming in the pool happily, so i left it there..

Then today back in KL, sis suddenly said will buy us the shoe.... I am really curious...

What is happening on that 3 days...

The thing is, my mom is someone who will not pay for your entertainment or unnecessary stuff...

She will only pay for your living expenses and especially studies, she will just pay whatever it is, regardless how expensive it is...

She is someone who only believes in STUDY and when you work that time, you can get what you want and stuff like that...

So, NO ENTERTAINMENT FEES...

but we get entertainment fees sometimes, and also during holidays

and my sister, we told her that we wanna buy shoes and stuff...

Suddenly she said, I buy for you guys.. I will pay..

I was like huh ??

LOL... Maybe I didn't get all these stuff before... I usually get it myself...

Plus, pertama kali dkc buying stuff for me... Usually she will just bring us to makan kau kau...

So I felt it weird... =D

Anyway, thanks a lot to everyone.. =D

*Notice that my things to get before March 2011 left only one.. LOL

my....... PHONE !!!!

2010-07-09T18:19:00.005+08:00

NO....................................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I just drop my phone into the toilet hole.... -.-"

WTH !!!

I know it is the time to change a new phone, for good...

but still..... I need the phone for daily use...

Fine, I know I am unwanted when it comes to phone socializing..

but I need it during emergency....

and I do not want to buy a new special phone because I have my reason...

='(

goodbye my phone...

Hope that you will be doing great when you are swimming in the sewerage

T_T

Welcome home, Lappy...

2010-07-08T18:15:00.003+08:00

My laptop is back... =)

New, and clean.. =)

I always love him formating my laptop...

Every time I gave him, I get back what I want... =D

Always the best...

You never know that I had met so many random people who helps me to format and my lappy just crash or it's all rubbish...

hm...

But thanks to him...

My lappy is safely back.. =D

Holidays

2010-07-07T17:02:00.004+08:00

I don't really like Holidays.... =)

Okay.. I like it in one way when I do not need to do anything...
Get to meet friends... Get to learn something new...
Get to tidy up my stuff when I do not have the time too..

Don't like it in a way, when friends are not here...
Got nothing to do...
Everything is just boring...

No movies to watch...
No way to go..
Need to get shit...

hm... Holiday....... mid year break...
When will it end......

2010-07-07T16:54:00.001+08:00

It's that power !!!

Will I ever know ??

Guns N' Roses - Sweet Child O' Mine Cover

2010-07-07T16:16:00.003+08:00

Was looking for videos and songs in Youtube..
and suddenly something come into my mind...
=D

A ykc's few years back performance.. =D

MISS YOU !! <3

Credits: As tagged..

Have we ever wonder...

2010-07-07T15:30:00.003+08:00

For what we are going through...
For what we are doing...
For what we are living here...

There's no sense of direction to lead us..
Direction that we wish we could....

For when i change my environment...
I had change to another person...

Why every time, I need to start a new life whenever something is going to start...
I know, I face it and accept the fact...
and will never turn back..

Sending my Laptop away

2010-07-05T21:54:00.002+08:00

I am sending my Laptop to format... =D
Clearing everything and bla bla bla....

So i would not be on9ing for a few days or so...
but I am still using my sister's computer to go online and update my blackie page..
The matter of "if-i-want-to"

Anyway, I had been MIA in facebook and MSN..
I did go into facebook... but there's ain't anything for me to talk about or anything...
Just wouldn't want myself to appear there for a period of time..
Weird huh?? I, myself do not know why....
Life has just been.......

MSN, I am appearing offline... all the while...
So if you really want to talk to me, send me a offline message..
I might just reply you, if I am there... or if I want too... =)

No reason for appearing offline....
but i just want to appear offline...

If there is anything that you would like to look for me or talk to me...
Calling or texting me would be best.. i guess... ><
*If you have my number... =D

Bass.... All about Bass.....

2010-07-04T23:50:00.003+08:00

If you guys didn't notice..
I bought Bass Guitar in Malacca...
My 1st Bass ever !! =D

I buy the bass is to learn it and try to be pro...
okay, no reason why I want to be pro...
I just love bass ever since I was force to change my instrument in secondary school from cello to DOUBLE BASS !!
I did not and NEVER will regret....
It makes me fall in love with it when I am in my Form 1...
I had been playing double bass for 4 years...
and I stop because of some personal reason..
Which i think most of you know why..
Later than, I played the bass guitar for a month or two...
No news after than...
Having all the urge... I bought a bass guitar and practicing it every night now..
Finger tips aching..
fingers going to "sheng shui pao"

I do not want to care what she thinks about me getting a bass..
and do not want to care if she is going to accuse me of how did I get that bass...

All in all.... I am happy practicing bass...
You can see how do i really look when I am playing the bass...
It is another way for me to release all my stress.. =D
I can just play it the whole day and care nothing...
and just be simply happy.. =)

The songs that i had been playing all this while would be......
The Cranberries - Zombie
Guns N' Roses - Don't Cry
Sum41 - With Me
Theory of the Deadman - Hate my Life
Foo Fighters - Best of You

It is not perfect though... but... who knows one day it will.. =)
Practice makes perfect.. =)

and ya... I did have a list of song that I want to play... but then most of it is Drop D...
sign... -.-|||
Maybe I will collect all of the drop D song and change my tuning and learn all the drop D songs... =)

One last thing, to yi ka che...
We wait for you to come back.... and 4 of us go jamming... =D
hope that I am not working that time... =D
we will be all ready that time to go jamming with you.. =D

I am going to learn Foo Fighters - Everlong for you.. as i said it is drop D.. -.-

hahaha...
=)
That's me and my bass... =D
Loving it everytime i hold it...

Great day...

2010-07-03T23:55:00.002+08:00

Wake up early in the morning, went breakfast with my family..
Next, outing and hang out with friends...

Came back and play music for a few hours...

Indulge myself into movies and dinner...

Then,
watch football till the end...
Argentina.... Sorry... German takes the lead !!!

and now is time to sleep....

Having all this in a row... was actually nice...
Nothing to emo about... =)

Had FUN in Malacca

2010-07-02T22:18:00.003+08:00

As you guys know, I went to Malacca after my Exam... and had fun there...

The list of things that i want to do in Malacca is fully achieved...
- Basketball
- Beach hangout
- Gogo KTV
- MAKAN
and of cause nothing beats hanging around with friends...
*The list is actually quite long, I gave it to BH but I kinda forget what is the list.. but who cares, I just want to meet my friends and go to beach..

We went to Homosapien 2-Revive organised by BH..
=)
Xian got best vocalist...
Nice job xian..

=)

Last night of outing, went to Pak Putra.. =)
Last dinner or supper with them.. and the next day I am going back Subang.. =)

Before I am back, went to Ice Music Studio to get my bass.. =)
Get a cheap one...
*I can't really decide which to get, but end up I bought SX...

and hope to get a better one next time...

Learned 2 new song...
Not perfect yet... but had fun... =)
Glad that i get it in Malacca..

Cleaned house... =D

2010-07-02T18:35:00.001+08:00

Squeaky clean house...
=D

Clean it for the whole evening...

*Time to continue my proposal... =)

Back in Ipoh

2010-07-01T23:58:00.002+08:00

I am back in KL from Malacca on Wednesday..
and
Now I am back in Ipoh from KL..

=)
I would not be alone here...
My sister is back with me...
So, I will be staying here for a week... =)

I will be back on next Friday, Saturday or Sunday..

Tomorrow I need to clean around...
Write my proposal..
and
Enjoy the holiday...
IF i can..

and go back Subang... and wait for Shin Tyng to come back.. =)
Then, school starts..
=D

Okay wait...

2010-06-30T02:00:00.003+08:00

Feeling that way because of you is just damn wasted...

For what??!!

How stupid am I...

Aren't what i always say, life is all about having fun and fuck all those fuckers and feelings..

I should be doing that more often...

As in for real..

and I am freaking sleepy now..

2010-06-30T01:50:00.001+08:00

should i ever sensored all my vulgal words...

I don't think so..

if you do not like what i write...

You can leave...

That is all the shit i am going to spilt when i am feeling like that...

One more day..

2010-06-30T01:31:00.003+08:00

One more day and I am back home..

Tomorro is Wednesday and I am fucking going back..
You know what... I really have another sudden eager of just closing everything and get out of the cyber world..
So what if it ever give us any connection or give us any update of our friends or whatever..

Whenever you get what you do not want..
Do you know how shit it is?

I am in Malacca for almost a week now..
Without the existants of laptop, only having the chances to use laptop when my fren is not using it..
Having to on9 using Ipod, with only twitter and facebook..
and ya, that actually makes me feel better for not knowing what is happening in the cyber world, at least i know LESS

People might say that the internet or watever shit is important..
It is very common for everyday
Fine i admit it,
I used it when i am awake
I used it when i am back home
I used it whenever i am doing watever things
I used it whenever i am in front of the computer
and ya, it is just plain important for someone to know about the cyber world or to use it..

When you get the laptop, you go into the cyber world and fucking get things that you do not want..
Do you ever know how does it feel...
That is just plain shit...
and knowing what you do not want..
and get what you do not want..
Maybe I am just plain fucking care about some particular things.. but come on...
You do not but I do okay..

That is just plain shit you know...
Come on, if someone ever come and hack all my accounts and yea... i am really fuck up with all the cyber world.. and you wun be seeing me in Facebook or what so ever...
Maybe I am only on9 in my.monash or youtube to look for song..
But twitter, facebook and msn..
Ya, you will just not see me appearing there...

I am very fuck up with all of this...
Almost all the moment i had with the cyber world... and it is RECENTLY !!

Having a nice moment...
and suddenly the cyber world...
gives me SHIT and ever makes me emo..
Come on, how many times you ever wanna make me emo ??
Every minute???
WTF lar, when will all this ever stop??

*When one day you saw me out of the cyber world for a period of time, you'll notice that i got fuck up with the cyber world.

Away from home

2010-06-26T16:41:00.005+08:00

Hei people...

I am sorry that i did not post that much recently..
I had been travelling alot lately..

Fren's house connection can't be used..

Will post more when i am back home, which is on Wednesday...
Hopefully..

See you guys that day... =)

Nothing beats chilling out in Starbucks

2010-06-24T17:32:00.002+08:00

It's done.. but there are still more

2010-06-22T23:53:00.001+08:00

Part of and most of the things for this semester is done...
but there are still bit left...

Looking up, wall pins with papers of list of work, things and events...
There will be much more coming soon..
and i know in the future i will enjoy more of this..

=D

2010-06-21T19:13:00.001+08:00

You know...
I always feel better if you are there...
What kind of strength did God ask you to give me..

After B.Law

2010-06-21T18:58:00.002+08:00

I finish my B.Law test and reach home around 1-2...
was eating my lunch and though of writing my the display name with ONE DAY MORE...
you what would that mean de lar... =D

At first it sounds like Les Miserables, which it actually is..
So I youtube that song and listen... and today i was very very "Les Miserables"
and singing all the way... Then i youtube Tell Him...
A duet song that i always sing with my sister...

It is a very nice song and i really love that song...
Les Miserables and Celine Dion feat Barbra Streisand
Keep on repeating and repeating...

and yea... you should listen to Tell Him...

You will know what i mean.. =D

2010-06-20T23:57:00.001+08:00

Nothing is gonna bring me down when i know what i want to do !!
and NO ONE EVER WILL

My dinner of the day..

2010-06-20T20:11:00.003+08:00

I don't know whether you guys love this or not...
It is call Zhong Zai in cantonese..
Cantonese's zhong zai is white in colour, but the hokkien is brown in colour..
If not mistaken.. but i know i am correct for the cantonese one..
My family has always make the best zhong zai in Ipoh..
So, I am lucky enough to get to eat the best zhong zai of all, as in every time..

Especially, the zhong zai that my grandma make...
Everytime when i am eating zhong zai i will always think of her...
Her zhong zai is white in colour, the cantonese tradition, and it is in a pillow shape..
Miss her a lot....
*Avril's I miss you ♪♬

Zhong Zai with pork inside...
is damn yum yum... =)

Father's day..

2010-06-20T13:46:00.002+08:00

Today is Father's day,
I wish my dad before i go to bed at 7 in the morning...
I wanted to message him around 2, but i did not...
I am afraid that I might wake him or something...
So i message him in the morning and go to bed..

My dad is always the supporter in the family, earning much money to give us the best
and i am truly grateful of that..
My father never fails to support on what we loves to do
and whenever my mom scold us for something, my father will be there, patting my head and say it is okay..

When we are doing something that we do not like, regardless of anything..
My father will come up to us and ask us what are the other things that we would love to do..
What are the other choice that we have in mind..
He would always think of a way and try to help us...

During Summer holiday, I am working as a bartender in a cafe...
Working till late at night, my father always waits for me by the door..
Sitting on the sofa...
I told him every time, it is okay... I will be okay coming home myself, you should sleep..
but he never listens..
Not onces,
if he is tired or something, he will go to bed and set an alarm to wake up at the time when i usually reach home....

Even though he did not show much love to us, but in heart you know that he loves you..
He always speak logically..
Scolding us even with a reason..
Rejecting and even forbidden us to do something with a logic reason..

Now, tell me...
Where can you ever find a Father like that...

He is forever my SUPERMAN !!

There is still something worth living for..

War ends...

2010-06-20T11:24:00.001+08:00

Morning people...
2 more papers to go..
on Monday and Tuesday...!!

Yar.......
and the exam war will end....

Right....

2010-06-20T06:11:00.004+08:00

Actually thought of studying when i reach home..
but i tell you, my heart is not in studies at all...

At night, was all talking about the cafe
when i reach home, was all talking about guitars...

Sister asked me to watch Foo Fighter's video..
Their Live at Wembley Stadium in 2008 was damn chun...
I really hope one day i get to go concerts like that.. as in for REAL !!

Foo Fighters - My Hero

Foo Fighters - Best of You

Foo Fighters - Everlong

Foo Fighters - The Pretender

Foo Fighters - Learn To Fly

This one is the best, we still remember how did their Music Video goes.. and it is just plain funny..
That time we are too young and we just laugh about anything....
If you haven't watch their "Learn to Fly" video, you guys should watch...
I re-watch it.. and i was like wtf... LOL

After watching all the videos, we really wanna get their dvd
Concert held 2 years ago, don't know whether we get to search for it or not...
Look at the people around... in the concert....
Good song nice people... =)

That's all for now...
Hope you guys have a great night and a morning later.. =)
New day people... NEW DAY !!! Sun is coming out..!!!
It will be a nice day tomorro !!! =D
I mean today... When i wake up !!

*Happy Father's Day !!

New day people !!

2010-06-20T00:20:00.003+08:00

Hello people...
It is a new day!!

New plans for me..
Going to get a bass before holiday....
Why??
I am not going back Ipoh for holiday cause no one is there, only going back for 3-4 days...
So i will be staying here...
Got nothing to do since everyone is not in Sunway...
So i plan to practice my bass..
or anyone have any plans ??

Next future plan,
Starting of my own cafe in the future...
Been planning on it...
but now more plans are stacking
Planning on it...
Do not care if she likes it or not...
It is what I want to do...

Chill people...
Chill....
Things have to be done...

*When there are things on my mind, I easily put you aside..

We got to leave everything behind and just be happy